My name is Casey

Like Most Revelations

It is the movement that incites the form,
discovered as a downward rapture--yes,
it is the movement that delights the form,
sustained by its own velocity.And yet

it is the movement that delays the form
while darkness slows and encumbers; in fact
it is the movement that betrays the form,
baffled in such toils of ease, until

it is the movement that deceives the form,
beguiling our attention--we supposed
it is the movement that achieves the form.
Were we mistaken? What does it matter if

it is the movement that negates the form?
Even though we give (give up) ourselves
to this mortal process of continuing,
it is the movement that creates the form.

Richard Howard


You turn to me with frozen lips
Your hands are icy cold
Your eyes burn bright against the frostbit sky
You never seemed more lovely than you do tonight
Pale on the horizon,
Like leaves frozen on the snow
Our two shadows merge inseperably
And time stands still as its pierced with cold

The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you

There's a warmth in my heart
That haunts me when you're gone
Mend me to your side,
Never let go
So time knows nothing
We'll never grow cold
The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
Twilight descends on our silhouette
How soon spring comes
How soon spring forgets
I wanna hold time, say it'll never begin
Old man winter, be our friend
Old man winter, be our friend
The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
What's simple is true
I love you
I love you

designed by jo naz

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

 

i tell myself i'll be alright but i'm not sure i believe it. there are very few things i believe anymore.

i feel broken and dirty and used. i don't want to be in my skin anymore. i need to be purified.

i almost wished something bad on him. but i can't do that. action sparks reaction and it's only the reaction i can control. i will control myself. i will control how i act and how i'm percieved, what i do, what i say, what i know, and what i believe. i've learned a valuable lesson about trust and control.

if you don't have a reason to trust someone... don't put yourself in a situation to be out of control.

"got no reason
for running to me with the rain running down
there's no reason
And the same voice
coming to me like it's all slowing down
and believe me
I was the one who let you know
I was your sorry ever after
'74-'75"

when i look on in your eyes than i'll do better.

just being me makes me feel sick. having to live in this skin. having time to imagine what it must have been like. i do not like being helpless.

i won't be held responsible. i won't. i'm stupid. i'm naive. but i'm not responsible.

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