My name is Casey

Like Most Revelations

It is the movement that incites the form,
discovered as a downward rapture--yes,
it is the movement that delights the form,
sustained by its own velocity.And yet

it is the movement that delays the form
while darkness slows and encumbers; in fact
it is the movement that betrays the form,
baffled in such toils of ease, until

it is the movement that deceives the form,
beguiling our attention--we supposed
it is the movement that achieves the form.
Were we mistaken? What does it matter if

it is the movement that negates the form?
Even though we give (give up) ourselves
to this mortal process of continuing,
it is the movement that creates the form.

Richard Howard


You turn to me with frozen lips
Your hands are icy cold
Your eyes burn bright against the frostbit sky
You never seemed more lovely than you do tonight
Pale on the horizon,
Like leaves frozen on the snow
Our two shadows merge inseperably
And time stands still as its pierced with cold

The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you

There's a warmth in my heart
That haunts me when you're gone
Mend me to your side,
Never let go
So time knows nothing
We'll never grow cold
The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you
Twilight descends on our silhouette
How soon spring comes
How soon spring forgets
I wanna hold time, say it'll never begin
Old man winter, be our friend
Old man winter, be our friend
The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
What's simple is true
I love you
I love you

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

 

"She's gonna love you, she's gonna leave you with a smile"

I enjoy the fact that we never have sad goodbyes... I love that I can be smiling and laughing as we walk away for a sometimes indefinite period of time... That peace and knowing.. the realization that no matter how long we part, we'll meet again with equal happiness and never have to fear the loss of the other.

I love that I never have to spend a second of our being together unhappy... That I don't loathe our time together because of the consequential loathing of our being apart. I love that when I say goodbye to him I'm smiling and anticipating the next time he's again next to me and I can bond myself to his body and not let go until we part with another knowing smile.

I love that we love eachother- that we truly love eachother. That there is no fear or lack of trust in our relationship. That I have not an ounce of doubt in my mind about who I will be loving for the rest of my life.

Adam, today, posed the question, would it all be worth it? If tomorrow andrew were to smash my heart into a thousand pieces and tell me he never loved me... would it all be worth it? Of course it would. I would never change a moment because of hindsight. At the time that any event in our relationship occurred it felt perfect. Kissing in the rain, getting caught holding hands, having someone to help me fall asleep and listen to me cry. Everything that has happened in the last few months is just so beautiful and so perfect that i couldn't change a second if it were all doctored. No... i couldn't change a thing. i'd be taking way the best parts of my life.

"nothing's gonna stop me now."

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